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(I samuel 16:7) Your word says that
you do not look upon appearance or height. My outward beauty does not matter.
If my heart is not clean you will reject me. You do not see what man see’s. Man
looks on outward appearance, but you look into the heart. Purify my heart lord
so that I will be accepted by you.
Psalm 139:13-14 tells me that you
knitted me together in my mother’s womb. I shall give you praise for I am fearfully
and wonderfully made. Wonderful are the works of...
Tuesday, May 28, 2013
Monday, May 13, 2013
But if serving the Lord seems undesirable to you, then
choose for yourselves this day whom you will serve, whether the gods your
ancestors served beyond the Euphrates, or the gods of the Amorites, in whose
land you are living. But as for me and my house, we will serve the Lord Joshua
24:15
To My beloved Son Nicholas Adrian Stevens:
I have always been afraid of the bible. I could never
really get into it and I didn’t understand the way in which it was written. One
day while praying and fasting I ask God to give me wisdom and understanding...
For mothers day my son couldn't give me a card, or tell me "Mom thanks for changing my diaper at one in the morning and waking up three times a night for feedings and kisses."
Well I decided to write my baby a letter to give to him when he gets older. I even framed it. I want to hang it some where in his room.
I wanted to write so much more but I wrote this letter with the intent of hanging it up. Of course I used a preitter font and...
Saturday, April 27, 2013
Postpartum depression has consumed too much of my life. It nearly prevented me from bonding with my son. Some of my relationships with close friends have been strained. Today I have decided to take my life back. For one I’m going to make amends with the people who I have lost touch with.
I’m also in the process of making a schedule that consist of a longer nighttime routine so me and my son can have some serious one on one time.
To do list
Write...
Friday, April 26, 2013
I was just beginning to think my Post Partum Depression was
going away, and then I bumped into a really rough couple of weeks. Things
between Nick and I got really bad to the point that if was affecting each other’s
families.
My mom pulled me to the side and told me I was really really
getting on her nerves with the emotional outbursts. At first I was really
offended and thought her comments were insensitive and unnecessary. But maybe
my crying in the middle of the night is keeping every one up. And maybe my
moping around the house is starting...
Saturday, April 20, 2013
Friday, March 8, 2013
As a new mom I had these negative feelings all the time. When I spoke with other moms I realized I wasn't alone.
1. I do the majority of the work.
I couldn't help but feel this way all the time. At night the baby would wake up crying several times a night. Sometimes it was every two hours. Nick Sr. would sleep right through it all or pretend to be asleep. A couple of nights Nick got so frustrated he slept on the...
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